- student: hey government can I have some money to go to university
- uk government: sure here you go. you'll have to pay it back but only when you're earning £21,000+ a year, and if you don't pay it off after 30 years we'll just write it off, don't worry about it man
- scottish government: nah man just go to uni we ain't gonna charge you
- us government: no. you gotta pay it yourself. upfront. your parents have to save up from the moment you're born. good luck, fucker.<p>wait... are u fucking serious</p>
Ever wanted someone so desperately that the fear of potentially losing them achingly drives you to make a painstaking decision
This isn’t my predicament but I’ve landed right in the middle of it
My life changed forever by a man who thinks he loves me
Just because I’m charming
Guess he got tired of being caught up pining
Went from dinner dates and night caps
To I Love You’s and wedding plans
And I’m caught between crosshairs
Languishing in a relationship that was fine until it became permanent
((I might should mention that this is all because he caught me slipping and he got me pregnant just to keep me present in his future template of what we could be))
And reluctantly I’ve realized that
I’m happy for this gift growing in my belly
and life is to precious to be thrown out because it may seem like an inconvenience at the time
I am desperately trying to keep my self from drifting out of or sinking into this relationship
because in the blueprint of things staying together would be the right thing to do
but I feel betrayed
we talked for hours on reasons why its not the right time for this
and yet somehow still it manifested
and now my passions gone
my feelings are blank
and I can’t be honest without hurting him bad
and I can’t be happy without being honest
so instead I simply suggested that we need some space in time.
Nothing casual about igniting a passion that lifts you off this earth, connects two beyond a physical norm and makes all troubles feel ultimately minimal.
Nothing casual about that weakness in the knees and that uncontrollable quiver in your thighs, and that shiver up your spine when he hits that spot.
Absolutely nothing casual about anything we did in the midst of any night or the wake of any morning."
As if yesterday was tomorrow and today was last week
And I can’t keep track of time
As if an hour is a week and a month is a day
Let me explain…
It’s like time is moving fast in slow motion
Like my days are passing me by but I’m not missing a thing
As if I ‘m in the right place at the wrong time
Sleeping through my days and sleepless through my nights."